selirius-vincent

10 days till christmas and i'm getting what i REALLY want tomorrow. materials to make all the loli-designs i've made become wearable clothes! i've been fond of the vampyric side of J-rock culture for some time now and ive been making clothes fitting every description lately. if its not made, then it's still on paper... i opened up a shop in harajuku a couple months ago, called 'eccentricity' filled with everything goth-loli from shoes to hair dye, dresses to hats, leather to lace, it's there. i haven't gotten a webpage for it yet though... T.T i'm currently hand-sewing everything until i can figure out my damn sewing machine! but on the brigh

someone hacked my shit AGAIN... whoever you are... I'M SMARTER!!! SEE I GOT MY SHIT BACK!!! can't get in now, can you fucker? i've been under a LOT of stress lately and it's making me dangerously borderline INSANE... the fun part is that i work with people i hate... hehe. i just wanna disappear off the face of the planet for a while and do my own thing... i'm tired of doing what OTHERS want. i fucking HATE my teachers, bosses, managers, directors, photographers, make-up artists, costume designers, outfitters, and anyone else you can POSSIBLY think of that makes you do things THEIR way. i'm NOT a fucking marionette with string you can pull to

today was a fun day. i'm getting used to america! (finally!!) i got to scream in theater and english class while doing plays. the english one was more fun because i got to scream at a nazi shithead for feeling me up (acting, of course) just because i was supposed to be a young jewish woman in europe. i think the play took place in france or something. it was weird... about a stranger that claims to be the headlady's nephew, but she doesn't know him. she does him a kindness, and claims he lives there with her and her maid simone (me ). so,when i get to escort the nazi out of the house, he realizes that i'm jewish and grabs hold of my arm. that